When my heart races, my eyes rapidly glance, and I become silent; I know I am completely happy. That moment when nothing else matters, but you're sitting on your bed and you know you are actually, truly, deeply happy: that's my passion. It happens to me every one and a while, I wish it would happen more. For some reason it has been happening a lot this month. I feel like everything is synchronizing in my life the right way. I always am searching for that feeling. I often find myself sitting around or working on homework thinking what am I doing. I just get stressed when I ask myself that question because I am looking for an answer, but I don't get the result. I try and try to make my thoughts happy or try and think of what I thought before that made me feel that way, but I can't. I became conscious that that is why I feel that way. I cannot contain it. No matter what I do, I cannot make myself get that feeling. Its' not a world stopping feeling, but one that lets me know everything is going to be alright. The more and more I thought about it and I got the main idea. If I live my life every single day to my fullest, that feeling will be there no matter I do or think about.
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