Recently I have found myself sitting and thinking about everything I have to do. But, I cannot do it. I do not know why my brain does this to me, but I just shut down. There are a thousand words and images coming at me, but I just do not know what to do with them. It is overload. But for no reason. Why does this happen? Often I get this feeling when I think I should be stressed. Keyword: think. Here is the irony, I am so concerned about not being stress that in return I become stressed. Oh how confusing life is. I imagine this is my brains way of telling me to slow down and realize the things that matter. In a week from now am I really going to be concerned about how my agenda looks or should I be focusing on spending time with people. I should be doing things I want to do, without interfering with the things I have to do. I think that should be my new motto for this stage in my life. I find myself trying to grow up way faster than I should and not just living in the moment. I find that a very hard thing to teach yourself how to do. But I think if I do live that way, I won't have shut downs anymore, because there will be no waste or stress in my life.
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